I have a court ordered parenting order stating that the child is to live with his father and that I am to spend one weekend per month with the child. However, last weekend, shortly after I picked him up, I noticed that he had spots on him and the doctor suspected chicken pox. I also have written Facebook messages from the father's partner stating how abusive and neglectful the father is towards my son. So I went and spoke with an officer from CPU and they informed me to notify child safety officials which I have done. I've also notified the ICL as to why I haven't returned the child. The child also told me that his father is abusive, however, I'm struggling to get it on tape. Last month I couldn't pick him up as I was in the hospital having a baby and the following month I needed the father to pick him up rather than myself dropping him off as my car broke down. I also could not undergo a random drug test as requested by the ICL as I didn't have a spare $100 to pay for the test. I'm afraid that these grounds will be used against me, however, I'm trying to do the right thing and protect my child given the messages I have as evidence. Do I continue to withhold the child under Family Law and fight against a contravention order or is it best I return him even after finding out how abusive my ex-partner is?