I realize I'm not alone in what I need help with here, but I feel very lost.
My son is currently 7 and a half. For 6 years my ex showed no interest in our son. I would take our son to my ex's mother's house or his father's house to get him to see his son. I invited him to every birthday except his second one.
I fought with him so many times because I wanted him to be a parent to our boy. I swear I tried. He knocked us back so many times because he was too busy partying, sleeping around, abusing alcohol, abusing drugs and selling drugs. I even tried, despite the fact that our relationship had turned physically abusive towards the end of the relationship.
I kept hoping he would change.
2 years ago, I went to legal aid for help to get a parenting plan made up in the hopes of getting my ex more involved in our sons life. I felt like I had no choice. I told him what I was planning on doing in regards to the parenting plan, I never lie to him.
His fiancee who is now his wife turned the whole thing around on me telling me that they had wanted my son for a while and I had denied my ex access. This was the start of their lies. It took almost a whole year to get through legal aid and mediation and sign a parenting plan.
Unluckily for my son he was very very sick on his first visitation with diarrhea and vomiting. I emailed my ex and asked if we could please reschedule for the following weekend because I didn't think it was a good idea to drag our son around the shops in his state, especially as my ex had never cared for him before.
My ex got angry and his excuse not to make it was that his fiancee had hair rials the following weekend. I don't see how that would have personally stopped him from visiting his son as he wasn't the one doing hair trials, his fiancee was. He got angry and kept accusing me of trying to breach the agreement which really wasn't my intention, I was just concerned for my son.
He finally said 'fine we'll do it your way' and breached the agreement and I'll see our son at the next visitation. I didn't reply because he was being very toxic.
For the next four months, we just kept arguing and the parenting plan went out the window as if it never happened. In January, legal aid forwarded me an email of a proposal parenting plan from my ex.
Apparently he had sought legal help to try and force me into some very unreasonable plans that were impossible on my part because of my lack of a drivers licence and lack of finances and I had a little baby.
I also received that email after the date that my ex wished it to commence so it wasn't my fault that nothing ever happened. In the February, I was so fed up with being made to feel horrible by my ex and his wife. All I cared about was my son.
I emailed my ex and said look, 'All I have ever wanted was for you to be in our son's life and at this stage it seems as though we may finally be on the same page'. I said that it would take too long to go back through mediation and all we would be doing is wasting time we could be putting towards our son.
I put forward a proposal parenting plan in the email and we negotiated back and forth until we were both happy. When he didn't reply to the last email I assumed that that was now the plan we were going by.
This parenting plan worked for us all the way up until Christmas just gone. There were a few issues with my son telling me things about his fathers living conditions that concerned me but my ex talked his way out of anything I brought up. I did not step outside the plan except once when I chose to move two and a half hours closer to my sons father so they could have a better relationship and I asked them to change one Tuesday afternoon visitation to an overnight visitation the following week so that our son would be out there with his father while I moved all our stuff to the new town.
Basically my ex got more time anyway. As soon as I moved to town they started getting more afternoon time, more weekend time and more overnight time. I never once stopped my ex and his wife and her parents from having more time with my son.
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My son is currently 7 and a half. For 6 years my ex showed no interest in our son. I would take our son to my ex's mother's house or his father's house to get him to see his son. I invited him to every birthday except his second one.
I fought with him so many times because I wanted him to be a parent to our boy. I swear I tried. He knocked us back so many times because he was too busy partying, sleeping around, abusing alcohol, abusing drugs and selling drugs. I even tried, despite the fact that our relationship had turned physically abusive towards the end of the relationship.
I kept hoping he would change.
2 years ago, I went to legal aid for help to get a parenting plan made up in the hopes of getting my ex more involved in our sons life. I felt like I had no choice. I told him what I was planning on doing in regards to the parenting plan, I never lie to him.
His fiancee who is now his wife turned the whole thing around on me telling me that they had wanted my son for a while and I had denied my ex access. This was the start of their lies. It took almost a whole year to get through legal aid and mediation and sign a parenting plan.
Unluckily for my son he was very very sick on his first visitation with diarrhea and vomiting. I emailed my ex and asked if we could please reschedule for the following weekend because I didn't think it was a good idea to drag our son around the shops in his state, especially as my ex had never cared for him before.
My ex got angry and his excuse not to make it was that his fiancee had hair rials the following weekend. I don't see how that would have personally stopped him from visiting his son as he wasn't the one doing hair trials, his fiancee was. He got angry and kept accusing me of trying to breach the agreement which really wasn't my intention, I was just concerned for my son.
He finally said 'fine we'll do it your way' and breached the agreement and I'll see our son at the next visitation. I didn't reply because he was being very toxic.
For the next four months, we just kept arguing and the parenting plan went out the window as if it never happened. In January, legal aid forwarded me an email of a proposal parenting plan from my ex.
Apparently he had sought legal help to try and force me into some very unreasonable plans that were impossible on my part because of my lack of a drivers licence and lack of finances and I had a little baby.
I also received that email after the date that my ex wished it to commence so it wasn't my fault that nothing ever happened. In the February, I was so fed up with being made to feel horrible by my ex and his wife. All I cared about was my son.
I emailed my ex and said look, 'All I have ever wanted was for you to be in our son's life and at this stage it seems as though we may finally be on the same page'. I said that it would take too long to go back through mediation and all we would be doing is wasting time we could be putting towards our son.
I put forward a proposal parenting plan in the email and we negotiated back and forth until we were both happy. When he didn't reply to the last email I assumed that that was now the plan we were going by.
This parenting plan worked for us all the way up until Christmas just gone. There were a few issues with my son telling me things about his fathers living conditions that concerned me but my ex talked his way out of anything I brought up. I did not step outside the plan except once when I chose to move two and a half hours closer to my sons father so they could have a better relationship and I asked them to change one Tuesday afternoon visitation to an overnight visitation the following week so that our son would be out there with his father while I moved all our stuff to the new town.
Basically my ex got more time anyway. As soon as I moved to town they started getting more afternoon time, more weekend time and more overnight time. I never once stopped my ex and his wife and her parents from having more time with my son.
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