Hi Donald,
Before trial, the prosecution/police will need to send you a brief that contains their case and any evidence they wish to rely on, as well as a copy of your criminal history. You may not necessarily get this before your first hearing, which is a mention hearing (i.e. you are asked to plead guilty or not, but do not make any arguments), but you should get this before the trial begins. You should be able to figure out the strength of the matter from this. However, it will be difficult without experience with this type of offence. This is why it is best to have a lawyer look into it.
If you do not perform well under pressure, as you say, it is also a good idea to have the lawyer represent you.
I strongly suggest you speak with your local community legal centre and see if you qualify for legal aid.
Before trial, the prosecution/police will need to send you a brief that contains their case and any evidence they wish to rely on, as well as a copy of your criminal history. You may not necessarily get this before your first hearing, which is a mention hearing (i.e. you are asked to plead guilty or not, but do not make any arguments), but you should get this before the trial begins. You should be able to figure out the strength of the matter from this. However, it will be difficult without experience with this type of offence. This is why it is best to have a lawyer look into it.
If you do not perform well under pressure, as you say, it is also a good idea to have the lawyer represent you.
I strongly suggest you speak with your local community legal centre and see if you qualify for legal aid.