I called police on my husband last week because he pushed me and I got scared I didn't know what else to do. But when they came they arrested him and now he's pleaded not guilty to assault. It was an argument that had gotten out of control and he asked me to leave the room I didn't so he grabbed my hands and pushed me out I hit the wall just outside. He has never put his hands on me before so I was very scared I called the police while I was in shock but now that I've had time to cool off I realise if I had just left the room he would not have put his hands on me. But they are charging him and we have to go to court. I feel I have overreacted in the moment of chaos and don't want to waste the courts or police time. What can I do?