Hi,
In August 2012, I lost my drivers licence due to a suicide attempt of alcohol poisoning because my mum had died the year prior in my arms of massive heart attack and the guilt was overwhelming. I parked my car and just drank til I past out hoping to not wake. I didn't know that it was classified as drink driving if I was sitting in my drivers seat
I blew .308 and lost my drivers licence for 28 months I then had an interlock in for 2 years. Magistrate said 6 months but I kept it in voluntarily for two years and had no fails, even though last year in October my only child committed suicide at age 21, I still held it together although I was severely depressed and didn't know how to go on.
I went to court this year in Feb and had the interlock removed... 2 weeks later I found out I had to euthanise my poodle of 11 years...He was my everything and helped me through so much heartache... two weeks after interlock was out I was so stupid and got in my car drunk and I don't remember I hit a fence and bloods were .31
Please don't judge me but seriously my life is hell and I've lost everything I don't want a criminal conviction... I know I will lose my licence, police already suspended. I'm just so lost and have been through so much heartache and loss and I'm so frightened
I'm not a bad person, I'm hurting badly and don't want to go to jail. I feel like my life is over
Please any help would be appreciated
I'm ready to end it all...
In August 2012, I lost my drivers licence due to a suicide attempt of alcohol poisoning because my mum had died the year prior in my arms of massive heart attack and the guilt was overwhelming. I parked my car and just drank til I past out hoping to not wake. I didn't know that it was classified as drink driving if I was sitting in my drivers seat
I blew .308 and lost my drivers licence for 28 months I then had an interlock in for 2 years. Magistrate said 6 months but I kept it in voluntarily for two years and had no fails, even though last year in October my only child committed suicide at age 21, I still held it together although I was severely depressed and didn't know how to go on.
I went to court this year in Feb and had the interlock removed... 2 weeks later I found out I had to euthanise my poodle of 11 years...He was my everything and helped me through so much heartache... two weeks after interlock was out I was so stupid and got in my car drunk and I don't remember I hit a fence and bloods were .31
Please don't judge me but seriously my life is hell and I've lost everything I don't want a criminal conviction... I know I will lose my licence, police already suspended. I'm just so lost and have been through so much heartache and loss and I'm so frightened
I'm not a bad person, I'm hurting badly and don't want to go to jail. I feel like my life is over
Please any help would be appreciated
I'm ready to end it all...
