Recently, I was out drinking with friends when an argument broke out and I was removed from the premises. I was resistant towards the security guards who removed me. I quickly became hysterical.
When I was taken outside, I ran into traffic in an attempt to take my life, only the car coming towards me stopped. In this state of hysteria, I removed the windscreen wiper from the stopped car before being taken away by security and escorted to hospital by police.
I have since been in hospital two times for suicide attempts, all accompanied by police (with no damage or harm to others/property) due to pre-existing mental health conditions, BPD, depression and anxiety disorder.
I see a Psychologist every Tuesday and a Psychiatrist every Friday to treat these conditions, and had been up until the criminal damage occurred, I continue to see them weekly and have been in treatment for 10 years.
I work full-time and support myself, I have never had any issues with law up until this incident and I am terrified it will affect any career aspirations I have if I get a record.
Can anyone help me figure out what outcome I can potentially expect?
I have already been interviewed by police and admitted to the damage and expressed regret so I imagine I would be found guilty regardless of my suicidal intentions or mental health issues.
When I was taken outside, I ran into traffic in an attempt to take my life, only the car coming towards me stopped. In this state of hysteria, I removed the windscreen wiper from the stopped car before being taken away by security and escorted to hospital by police.
I have since been in hospital two times for suicide attempts, all accompanied by police (with no damage or harm to others/property) due to pre-existing mental health conditions, BPD, depression and anxiety disorder.
I see a Psychologist every Tuesday and a Psychiatrist every Friday to treat these conditions, and had been up until the criminal damage occurred, I continue to see them weekly and have been in treatment for 10 years.
I work full-time and support myself, I have never had any issues with law up until this incident and I am terrified it will affect any career aspirations I have if I get a record.
Can anyone help me figure out what outcome I can potentially expect?
I have already been interviewed by police and admitted to the damage and expressed regret so I imagine I would be found guilty regardless of my suicidal intentions or mental health issues.
